Feelings

sometimes i think back on the time where my mum was loved me.

But in the moment, my feelings gone. >.< 

Is it right? A mum can hate her daughter? Or is that wrong? I don´t know. 

It is difficult for me. Difficult to accept this answere of her. 

The time can be Endless but the life would be End of minute to minute.

I wasn´t talk about that with other people, because it is a really hard life.

The most people don´t accept it to speak with me, when i have many little fucking 

problems.

Nobody listen to me.

Nobody hear me. Nobody hear my scream that i would break up this fucking shit old 

life of me.

I would start again. I would beginn my new life.

But i must say, that many friends lost my  fiendship now.

Sorry but i can´t forget things. Things you saied to me.

It is hard. That´s your fucking "THANKS" to me.

I was always by our side.

I hear up to them. But they haven´t other hobbies, just to speak out my secrets.

Fuck this demons life.

Fuck off your Lies.

I start a new Life.

The Best thing that the most people must know is:

"IGNORANCE IS YOUR NEW BEST FRIEND"